Guide to being a democrat: 1. Always contradict yourself to the point that you don’t have any actual beliefs other than what benefits you in the moment. 2. Insist consistently that you’re so open minded and Republicans are so close minded, even though republicans are the ones who say “its ok to have different beliefs, […]

But like I was saying, life literally brought me to my knees last night. I was stressed and being haunted by multiple hints, I’d been dumped, I was scared of someone, I’d been having increasingly awful nightmares, I’ve had panic attacks after running out of meds, and I haven’t talked to anyone about anything because […]

Yesterday life very literally brought me to my knees. In months I haven’t ever complained, cut myself, cried, or showed any sort of emotion whatsoever. I don’t have serious conversations, I don’t pity myself or pity or even sympathize with anyone else, period. People try to complain to me or be like “I am so […]

I’m pretty dang convinced that you can’t have a better job than mine. I get paid to sit and watch march madness on a ten foot screen. I get food all the time. I have a date with Riley Nelson (we’ll see about that one). And let’s be honest here, I look pretty dang good […]

the funny thing with depression is it’s the ones who seem to have it the worst who you don’t have to worry about. these are the ones who want people to know they are hurting, the ones who want people to help them, the ones who want to be loved and noticed and helped so […]

Nearly 19. I miss the east coast. I miss home cooked meals. I’m a sociology major, and an athletic department employee at BYU. I love makeup, fruit, cranberry juice, my blanket, a good book, and a long warm shower. I love shampoo that smells good. I’m addicted to tumblr and I’m dying, literally, but hey, […]

My new obsession: Adele. Truth be told, when I first heard Rolling in the Deep playing constantly on every radio station I really wasn’t a fan. But I became accustomed to her sound, and just within the last couple of days I have been playing “Rumour Has It” and “Someone Like You” on repeat. Her […]